Money sucks

So last night I slept the entire night without my ring on! Since the engagement I haven't been sleeping well. Partly due to the fact that my mind is going a million miles a minute at all times of the day between wedding, school and job search...but also because my ring is about a half size too big. I worry about it falling off, but don't trust to leave it anywhere..BUT I put it in the box and tried to sleep better last night. I did get some sleep, but it was still rough.

Money is annoying. If anyone knows of some wedding contests to enter, please let me know! I want this day to be the best it can be and have no regrets later, and well, that costs. The photographer is my biggest issue. The one I really want cost more than my entire wedding budget! Let me just get on my soap box real quick...Pictures mean the world to me. It's the most important thing I take from the wedding aside from Brian..even more important that the wedding bands themselves! I am quite picky with my pictures and have a feeling that finding the right photographer will be harder than finding the right dress. I do not want to take any of my own pictures this day. That is very hard for me to do unless I can fully trust someone to do an even better job than I can do and capture absolutely every great shot. So, with that being said, any suggestions?

Ok, so now back to reality. Gotta get back to school..blah..neeeed sleeeep!